It’s energy, in the energy we create and energy we share… The way we hold energy and the way we receive energy from others… words, touch, a kiss, sex, love, passion and most of all spiritual…

The truth is a matter of circumstances, and that is more real than ever at this time… I sat this morning feeling energy at an almost consuming rate… almost overpowering in its ability to impact the body… I had to sit and meditate to find balance and understand it…

but truth… part of me feels a burning need to just expunge it from my soul, I lay awake every night for hours just seeking an inner understanding of what I should say and what I should not… And protecting others whilst having this feeling of shame growing inside of me…

but oneness! Holding energy in its purest form as a couple… the complex nature of love in any form is challenged by individual experiences and perspectives, what do I share? What do I hide, what have I lied about to protect others or myself? What have I done that’s not ok or appropriate? And “Will this person I love understand?” 

Oneness and that spiritual connection is supposed to transcend the social norms, it’s supposed to create a space of understanding and a willingness to explore the moment together so the soul can heal, but it takes courage and compassion and humility and love to create this level of oneness… something I feel we have lost along the way…

even now it seems people are in the journey for what they can get, and when life is actually about having to find a moment to give rather than take they simply turn away…

what I have been shown is this, even when you believe someone has experienced life on the same level, their ability to stand beside you whilst you are in your trauma and grief is limited to their ability to reflect on themselves and who they have been too… most people when faced with this moment will turn and walk away… because in experiencing your moment they are often forced to face theirs… and often that is not who they are..

which in time has lead to the reality… for oneness to be present the moments of deep trauma have to be as real as the love and passion, and both souls must be prepared to take each other’s hand and say… we are one in this moment and my heart protects yours whilst you are facing your demons… that is the true meaning of unconditional love and oneness… it’s growing beyond the physical into the spiritual ~ The Motive🙏🏽💕

Author: Only One, But a lion!

Only One; But A Lion! Writer, blogger and explorer of life... Writer, blogger and explorer of humanity-single dad-story teller-giver of hugs... wiper of tears- I am imperfect.. but hope is eternal 💕 Exploring the Motive of Conversation, events, who we are and how to heal from trauma... These are my words, from my soul, bound with hope, love and a willingness to share, to open the minds, hearts and souls of others ~ Hope - it’s the best and last of all things ~ The Motive

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